Happy Post

Since i promise Phyone (my MDIS classmate) my next post (This post) will be a happy post so ya...if you all expecting my emo in this post...i'm afraid you will dissapoint ya....=P

8/21 是我爷爷去世的第一百天，我们黄家全部人到其！！好开心哦~~
爷爷没留下什么给我们，但他却把我们黄家所有人拉得更靠近，更团结~~~
这种聚会的感觉通常只有在新年时才会有~~
老实说以前我并不喜欢黄家亲戚，大家好像根本都不亲~我和我的堂表姐弟妹就算见面到不打招呼~
新年时我去吃晚餐，和长辈们说说话后，我马上就驾车走了~~
但现在我不会了，我发现大家都很同心~下个新年我会呆久点~~因为很有feel了~~
对了，刚才在做法式时，我们发现了，有只白色加线条的飞蛾呆在电灯上，它的颜色跟我爷爷的其中一件衣服雷同~~我都感觉到是我们的爷爷回来看我们了~~好奇妙，你们一定不相信~但我信！！哈哈~~~
大家要珍惜的家人相处的时光哦~~~
我什么都能没有，但我不能没有我的家人~~我爱我的家人
我爱酷酷，越老越注意流行（那时是他告诉我小猪要来新加坡开演唱会的），喜欢和我喝酒的爸爸~~
我爱劳苦功高，有点唠叨但超级可爱，开放的妈妈
我爱很烦，很夸张，长不大，最矮但超级关心我的大姐
我爱很emo，性格跟我超像，和我一样超爱吃好吃但又贵的食物，也超级关心我的二姐
我爱不多话但很关心我们的姐夫
我爱喜欢叫我豪豪的侄女Daphne
我超级爱你们~~~只有你们会全心全意的爱我但不求回报~~~谢谢你们！！！！

LJ

哈哈哈，最近我们 Loco Club 分出了个小团体，那就是Locos Junior (LJ),有点抄袭的名字，哈哈哈，但是我们会取这个名字的主要原因是因为他的简称=LJ,也可以由另外一个意识，就象征了我们的叛逆和反骨~~主要的成员有我 LJ_Jeff, LJ_Kay & LJ_Fabian. 三位住 34的男孩(34是离市区较远的地方)。我们唱的歌会比较粗一点，迟一些会post我们的 video和照片上来。因该要等我们party后，喝了点酒就会有video了，哈哈哈哈哈

我

我有很多称呼，
我爸妈叫我阿豪
我大姐叫我佼佼
我二姐叫我豪阿
我侄女，干爹，干妈叫我豪豪
我loco club的朋友叫我loco豪
我KL& Singapore的朋友叫我 Jeff
我的表侄女和外甥叫我豪叔叔，豪舅舅
我给自己取了叫小夫
我爸爸的老板一家人叫我小小雄（因为我爸的小名叫小雄）
好多名字哦~~

乱！烦？累！

最近一直有很多甜蜜的情侣在我面前出现，好羡慕又嫉妒哦，会觉得好不公平，为什么那种咖都有女朋友，而我就找不到呢，我已经忘记牵着女生的手的感觉了，我好像也忘了怎样哄女生开心了，我忘了很多感觉了。
想一想我也单身半年多了，有时想找个人撒撒娇，但回过头却没人能让我撒，心酸啊。。
要说对象也不是没有，最近有个让我想进一步了解的女生，但她好像对我没什么特别的感觉，haizzz, 也对啦，我又不高，又不帅，又没才华， 人又怪，独来独往，很难吸引别人的注意，
但是我不是很确定，又不敢问，怕问了就连现在的关系也没有了，侧田也有唱啊，<若她还是当年的路人甲，我或许还能保持昔日潇洒> 说的就是我的担忧，烦！！！怎样才能确定一个人对你有没有兴趣呢。。。。费解啊~~~
又不能直接问：hey 对我又感觉吗？
哈哈哈how!!!????

It's My Life

yo...i got 3 younger sista now....which are Sarah, Ven and Chantelle......feel so good when hang out or htht with them.... I enjoy my life alot study at MDIS....its Fun and Interesting compare to Kampar life....but now only thing i can remember about Kampar is hang out with Tayshawn, Edward, WWW, Rick and Henry they all.....
What we did at that kampung place huh....
well...
1) we drink beer at lakeside...after that throw the bottle into the lake....fun fun
2) we all go da gei (play l4d2)....syiok syiok
3) we all go waterfall....nice nice
4)we all bbq...peanut, ham, taofu bakar+ liquor.......great great
5) watch movie from computer(Drag me To Hell) scary scary

hahaha we did alot of stupid stuff...i miss they all man...long time never see they all edy...
i really really appreciate they all...they will support me when i sad...they will listern to me when i m emo.....you guys is the best!!!!!! meet up one day at kl ya....

5 out of 10??

I admit that I am not that kinds of perfect man, boy , boyfriend or whatever.....

I'm not handsome..I'm not charming...I'm not cute...I'm not tall enug...My shoulder is

not comfortable enug for you to lay on it.....I'm not a well speaker...I'm fucking shy...I'm a asshole

If you gonna to rate for me , I think i will get 5 out of 10....

But I don't give a fucking care about what you thinking of me...

If you really love or like me...then why you still have so many thing to complain with...

Why don't you just accept me? and all the thing i lack??

Why don't you just love me no matter what and stop thinking too much??

Why don't you just fuck the tomorrow and just enjoy today??

This character is the one you fall in love from the beginning...why now it became a bad

character??

You don't like this, you don't like that....i fuck this thing up...i fuck that thing up....

Fuck all this bullshit ok.......it's enough for me......

Remember that i told you if one day i'm leaving...then i won't come back anymore....

and thank you for bring me alot of good n sweet memory....

and thank you that make my life totally change....this is the life i want....i hope u will find yours

Now I'm stronger then before ...no matter my mind , my heart or my body

Right now, i still don't want to stable down....

Because i'm still waiting for a girl that impress me....

i still waiting for a girl that give me back the feeling i want

i still waiting for a girl that will accept my everything

i won't cheat on that girl...my heart will 100% toward her....

and i will try to become a 10/10 guy only for her....

Who are you? where are you?

i don't know

Just wait

wait

好久不见

哈哈.....大家已经忘记了我还有这个blog了吧....那很好.....我就还有这里可以宣泄我的心情....Facebook和twitter都太多认识的人.....有些事很不方便说

单身也已经五个月啦....我很享受单身的生活...很自由....要做什么就做什么...不需要考虑太多....我也慢慢变回以前的我了....换一个环境是对的...很适合我....我好爱现在我所拥有的...我要谢谢她...她的一个决定让我获得我真正想要的.....

我一直为别人想....觉得自己配不上人家....觉得自己很矮.....觉得自己不够有钱...为什么我就没有挑人的权利？？我就那么差吗？？

我要的她，不需要很完美，只要她懂得让我知道她的美

我要的她，是在我做傻事时，骂我傻，但也陪我一起做着同样的傻事

我要的她，在我做错事但没受罚时，和我一起大笑幸运而不是骂我

我要的她，是会听我的建议，至少会听

我的要求会很过分吗？？但这就是我要的，说说可以吧？！哈哈哈

就先这样吧@@