5 out of 10??

I admit that I am not that kinds of perfect man, boy , boyfriend or whatever.....

I'm not handsome..I'm not charming...I'm not cute...I'm not tall enug...My shoulder is

not comfortable enug for you to lay on it.....I'm not a well speaker...I'm fucking shy...I'm a asshole

If you gonna to rate for me , I think i will get 5 out of 10....

But I don't give a fucking care about what you thinking of me...

If you really love or like me...then why you still have so many thing to complain with...

Why don't you just accept me? and all the thing i lack??

Why don't you just love me no matter what and stop thinking too much??

Why don't you just fuck the tomorrow and just enjoy today??

This character is the one you fall in love from the beginning...why now it became a bad

character??

You don't like this, you don't like that....i fuck this thing up...i fuck that thing up....

Fuck all this bullshit ok.......it's enough for me......

Remember that i told you if one day i'm leaving...then i won't come back anymore....

and thank you for bring me alot of good n sweet memory....

and thank you that make my life totally change....this is the life i want....i hope u will find yours

Now I'm stronger then before ...no matter my mind , my heart or my body

Right now, i still don't want to stable down....

Because i'm still waiting for a girl that impress me....

i still waiting for a girl that give me back the feeling i want

i still waiting for a girl that will accept my everything

i won't cheat on that girl...my heart will 100% toward her....

and i will try to become a 10/10 guy only for her....

Who are you? where are you?

i don't know

Just wait

wait

好久不见

哈哈.....大家已经忘记了我还有这个blog了吧....那很好.....我就还有这里可以宣泄我的心情....Facebook和twitter都太多认识的人.....有些事很不方便说

单身也已经五个月啦....我很享受单身的生活...很自由....要做什么就做什么...不需要考虑太多....我也慢慢变回以前的我了....换一个环境是对的...很适合我....我好爱现在我所拥有的...我要谢谢她...她的一个决定让我获得我真正想要的.....

我一直为别人想....觉得自己配不上人家....觉得自己很矮.....觉得自己不够有钱...为什么我就没有挑人的权利？？我就那么差吗？？

我要的她，不需要很完美，只要她懂得让我知道她的美

我要的她，是在我做傻事时，骂我傻，但也陪我一起做着同样的傻事

我要的她，在我做错事但没受罚时，和我一起大笑幸运而不是骂我

我要的她，是会听我的建议，至少会听

我的要求会很过分吗？？但这就是我要的，说说可以吧？！哈哈哈

就先这样吧@@

Ghost came b paradise d....wwooohoooooooo

wooohoooo.....tis couple month ghost hav sumthng nid 2 solve in hell...so no time 2 update..heheee
bt nw ghost hav lot of free time d...yaaahooooo

erm...start from tis short sem 2...nw is week 3 d...i go b my hometown <> continuosly 2 week d...bt tis week cant go b d....coz da stupid assg lurr..haizz..nex week oso cant go b...coz stupid test at sat...haizzzzz.....tis sem i quite free coz juz taking 2 subj...thurs can skip coz juz 1 lecture n fri no clss so wed nite i can tak 9.15pm's bus go b d...so siiok...althought nid tak 8-9 hours bus...but i gt no special feeling on it d...no matter are tired,boring o wat..i feeling nothing...hahahaa...i juz ply my psp, listern my touchy, ply my lappy o slp a while then i will saw the view outside the bus wil became the view i familiar means almost reach d....hehee...then my buddy wil cum jb fetch me....no matter how late (o u can call 'early in the morning') they all will oso cum fetch me...so gud...juz gt 1 cb kia call kay loo nv cum n fetch me lor...u better watch out r...hahahhaaaa......k la.....enug d....i start my pp marathon d ya....hohohoooo

HomeTown

at home town almost a week d.....many thng was happen......aaiiikksss...
most serious's thng is my gmum...her urine's color bcum red...wah damn scary man...
bt luckly juz sum infection...nt a big porb..
hoho...my uncle at china cum b 2day...nw at outside da house drinking beer n chatting
me?? sit infront of the computer waitting my fren fetch me go yamcha coz i lazy 2 drive..hohoho
at the crowd situation...every relative oso cuming my house 2 visit my gmum...bt i stil doing the same thng...facing com....lol....tis is my style...i hate n alzy 2 fu yan them v silly smiling face....tats y i concentrate 2 facing de com....smart right...hehhee....k ya...bb

方炯镔-坏人

那 一扇车门关出 我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱 无法均分以后 就留给你们

也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人*

容忍的人其实并不笨只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温祝福就给你下一个人**

你是好人 也是个坏人对我坦承

只为了朝他狂奔 不能放任 所以放了 这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人 分得够狠 你才有借口转身

宁愿爱 一点不剩也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

Repeat *,**三个人从不对等总有个人必须牺牲那永恒 就等他带你完成

Repeat **宁愿爱 一点不剩也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

方炯镔首张个人创作专辑 　　

首播主打：坏人（中视‘牵年花开的日子’片尾曲） 　　

“好人？”或者“坏人！”的世界端靠眼睛是看不清楚的… 　　

在每个伪装背后，你的心，感受到了什么？看到歌 听到人

妈妈

妈妈。。你在哪里。。我好想你啊。。你不要我了吗？我一直在等你哦。。





小bi

My liFe

since small....everytime i gt a lot of choice n road 2 choose....nw stil thking wat wil happen if i choose another choice...nw lets refresh back my life...


1996~1997::
after my kindergarden...i gt 2 choice...1st is go malay sch..2nd is go Cn Sch..
finally i go for cN Sch(is my mum choi ice 4 me)...well...if i go malay primary
sch...mayb my english basic wil very nice...compare 2 go Cn sch...bt i thk
it is a right choice...coz my Bc wil b nice oso...

2002~2003::
after my UPSR...i gt 1A 7B.....nt bad...i gt another 2 choices...1st is go Malay
2ndary sch...2nd is go Cn 2ndary sch...well...if i go Cn 2ndary sch..my english wil
wil bcum more suck n my chinese pronous wil b suck~!!!!!!!!lol..i wil join tos
rich fren n i wil bcum 败家子...well i feel greatful i go 4 malay 2ndary sch
(i knoe nt the best choice la)...

2003~2005::
well form 1-2 i m a totally s.o.b gangster...the reason is i study at F class o..
F?? seem nt so bad rite bt infront F gt RK1>RK2>A>B>C>D>E> then is
F....so obviously all my classmate is gangster oso...i seek wil ask 4 fight
when ppl stare awhile on me...really suck....bt when form3 miracle happen..
i promote in 2 RK2....it is 2nd best class in our sch...so....i choose 2 turn a
guai guai zai...then i score 6B 2C...it is nt bad 4 me la..i knoe compare 2 u all
my result is suck~~~

2005~2006::
2 bad...form 4 i b classified into account class...wtf...i totally dun hav any interest
in account...so me n my best fren lit ask 2 transfer into science clss...well we did it
so i wan b a scienctis..mwuaahahahahaaaa

2006~2008::
well...spm i score 4A fewB..fewC...n 2G....sejarah n moral is alwayz my weakness
...well as my 2nd sis study nursing at sg...n few relative oso stay in sg...so i decided apply sg nanyang poly...my 1st choice is Food science...dun knoe wats the reason( mayb my result 2 suck) i cant in any poly in sg..wat a shock 4 me..coz if few yrs ago...my result 99% can enter poly..mayb standard nw higher d...bt lucky i cant go in sg...i choice utar n i met her...i fall in love on her...well u all shud knoe who is her ba..hahaha....


so...my life so many option 2 choice....hehe...m i did a rite choice..wat if i choice another choice in half wayz....i dun knoe...until i die i oso wont knoe..who knoe...mayb juz God knoe ba...heheh...anyhwr i love my life nw...i love u 2...write so many d..feel tired d...tata