Thursday, June 17, 2010

5 out of 10??

I admit that I am not that kinds of perfect man, boy , boyfriend or whatever.....

I'm not handsome..I'm not charming...I'm not cute...I'm not tall enug...My shoulder is

not comfortable enug for you to lay on it.....I'm not a well speaker...I'm fucking shy...I'm a asshole

If you gonna to rate for me , I think i will get 5 out of 10....

But I don't give a fucking care about what you thinking of me...

If you really love or like me...then why you still have so many thing to complain with...

Why don't you just accept me? and all the thing i lack??

Why don't you just love me no matter what and stop thinking too much??

Why don't you just fuck the tomorrow and just enjoy today??

This character is the one you fall in love from the beginning...why now it became a bad

character??

You don't like this, you don't like that....i fuck this thing up...i fuck that thing up....

Fuck all this bullshit ok.......it's enough for me......

Remember that i told you if one day i'm leaving...then i won't come back anymore....

and thank you for bring me alot of good n sweet memory....

and thank you that make my life totally change....this is the life i want....i hope u will find yours

Now I'm stronger then before ...no matter my mind , my heart or my body

Right now, i still don't want to stable down....

Because i'm still waiting for a girl that impress me....

i still waiting for a girl that give me back the feeling i want

i still waiting for a girl that will accept my everything

i won't cheat on that girl...my heart will 100% toward her....

and i will try to become a 10/10 guy only for her....

Who are you? where are you?

i don't know

Just wait

wait








Monday, June 7, 2010

好久不见

哈哈.....大家已经忘记了我还有这个blog了吧....那很好.....我就还有这里可以宣泄我的心情....Facebook和twitter都太多认识的人.....有些事很不方便说

单身也已经五个月啦....我很享受单身的生活...很自由....要做什么就做什么...不需要考虑太多....我也慢慢变回以前的我了....换一个环境是对的...很适合我....我好爱现在我所拥有的...我要谢谢她...她的一个决定让我获得我真正想要的.....

我一直为别人想....觉得自己配不上人家....觉得自己很矮.....觉得自己不够有钱...为什么我就没有挑人的权利??我就那么差吗??

我要的她,不需要很完美,只要她懂得让我知道她的美

我要的她,是在我做傻事时,骂我傻,但也陪我一起做着同样的傻事

我要的她,在我做错事但没受罚时,和我一起大笑幸运而不是骂我

我要的她,是会听我的建议,至少会听

的要求会很过分吗??但这就是我要的,说说可以吧?!哈哈哈
就先这样吧@@