Ghost came b paradise d....wwooohoooooooo

wooohoooo.....tis couple month ghost hav sumthng nid 2 solve in hell...so no time 2 update..heheee
bt nw ghost hav lot of free time d...yaaahooooo

erm...start from tis short sem 2...nw is week 3 d...i go b my hometown <> continuosly 2 week d...bt tis week cant go b d....coz da stupid assg lurr..haizz..nex week oso cant go b...coz stupid test at sat...haizzzzz.....tis sem i quite free coz juz taking 2 subj...thurs can skip coz juz 1 lecture n fri no clss so wed nite i can tak 9.15pm's bus go b d...so siiok...althought nid tak 8-9 hours bus...but i gt no special feeling on it d...no matter are tired,boring o wat..i feeling nothing...hahahaa...i juz ply my psp, listern my touchy, ply my lappy o slp a while then i will saw the view outside the bus wil became the view i familiar means almost reach d....hehee...then my buddy wil cum jb fetch me....no matter how late (o u can call 'early in the morning') they all will oso cum fetch me...so gud...juz gt 1 cb kia call kay loo nv cum n fetch me lor...u better watch out r...hahahhaaaa......k la.....enug d....i start my pp marathon d ya....hohohoooo

HomeTown

at home town almost a week d.....many thng was happen......aaiiikksss...
most serious's thng is my gmum...her urine's color bcum red...wah damn scary man...
bt luckly juz sum infection...nt a big porb..
hoho...my uncle at china cum b 2day...nw at outside da house drinking beer n chatting
me?? sit infront of the computer waitting my fren fetch me go yamcha coz i lazy 2 drive..hohoho
at the crowd situation...every relative oso cuming my house 2 visit my gmum...bt i stil doing the same thng...facing com....lol....tis is my style...i hate n alzy 2 fu yan them v silly smiling face....tats y i concentrate 2 facing de com....smart right...hehhee....k ya...bb

方炯镔-坏人

那 一扇车门关出 我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱 无法均分以后 就留给你们

也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人*

容忍的人其实并不笨只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温祝福就给你下一个人**

你是好人 也是个坏人对我坦承

只为了朝他狂奔 不能放任 所以放了 这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人 分得够狠 你才有借口转身

宁愿爱 一点不剩也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

Repeat *,**三个人从不对等总有个人必须牺牲那永恒 就等他带你完成

Repeat **宁愿爱 一点不剩也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

方炯镔首张个人创作专辑 　　

首播主打：坏人（中视‘牵年花开的日子’片尾曲） 　　

“好人？”或者“坏人！”的世界端靠眼睛是看不清楚的… 　　

在每个伪装背后，你的心，感受到了什么？看到歌 听到人

妈妈

妈妈。。你在哪里。。我好想你啊。。你不要我了吗？我一直在等你哦。。





小bi

My liFe

since small....everytime i gt a lot of choice n road 2 choose....nw stil thking wat wil happen if i choose another choice...nw lets refresh back my life...


1996~1997::
after my kindergarden...i gt 2 choice...1st is go malay sch..2nd is go Cn Sch..
finally i go for cN Sch(is my mum choi ice 4 me)...well...if i go malay primary
sch...mayb my english basic wil very nice...compare 2 go Cn sch...bt i thk
it is a right choice...coz my Bc wil b nice oso...

2002~2003::
after my UPSR...i gt 1A 7B.....nt bad...i gt another 2 choices...1st is go Malay
2ndary sch...2nd is go Cn 2ndary sch...well...if i go Cn 2ndary sch..my english wil
wil bcum more suck n my chinese pronous wil b suck~!!!!!!!!lol..i wil join tos
rich fren n i wil bcum 败家子...well i feel greatful i go 4 malay 2ndary sch
(i knoe nt the best choice la)...

2003~2005::
well form 1-2 i m a totally s.o.b gangster...the reason is i study at F class o..
F?? seem nt so bad rite bt infront F gt RK1>RK2>A>B>C>D>E> then is
F....so obviously all my classmate is gangster oso...i seek wil ask 4 fight
when ppl stare awhile on me...really suck....bt when form3 miracle happen..
i promote in 2 RK2....it is 2nd best class in our sch...so....i choose 2 turn a
guai guai zai...then i score 6B 2C...it is nt bad 4 me la..i knoe compare 2 u all
my result is suck~~~

2005~2006::
2 bad...form 4 i b classified into account class...wtf...i totally dun hav any interest
in account...so me n my best fren lit ask 2 transfer into science clss...well we did it
so i wan b a scienctis..mwuaahahahahaaaa

2006~2008::
well...spm i score 4A fewB..fewC...n 2G....sejarah n moral is alwayz my weakness
...well as my 2nd sis study nursing at sg...n few relative oso stay in sg...so i decided apply sg nanyang poly...my 1st choice is Food science...dun knoe wats the reason( mayb my result 2 suck) i cant in any poly in sg..wat a shock 4 me..coz if few yrs ago...my result 99% can enter poly..mayb standard nw higher d...bt lucky i cant go in sg...i choice utar n i met her...i fall in love on her...well u all shud knoe who is her ba..hahaha....


so...my life so many option 2 choice....hehe...m i did a rite choice..wat if i choice another choice in half wayz....i dun knoe...until i die i oso wont knoe..who knoe...mayb juz God knoe ba...heheh...anyhwr i love my life nw...i love u 2...write so many d..feel tired d...tata

Tagged By Weng n KiKi

1. The person who tagged you

kiki

2. Your relationship with him/her is

coursemate

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her

cheerful,frenly,wear high heel,hardworking,like 2 eat ba?hehe

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you

erm..same group 2 do assg when sem 1

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you

cal me mama..haha

6. If he/she become your lover you will

both of us nt available...hahha

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be

no idea ler..hehe

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will

afraid ba..haha

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be

no idea ler..hehe

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now

Tel her to study hard ba

11. Your overall impression of him/her is

nice

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

weirdo

13. The characters you love of yourself are

calm n attentive

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself

careless n hot temper

15. The most ideal person you want to be is

L??hahaha

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.

she muz be my b...hahah...love ya

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they

1.joslynn

2.bobo

3.weng

4.edward

5.tayshawn

6.kiki

7.reno

8.melanine

9.ah seng

10.wen

18. Who is no. 6

erm her housemate

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?

male

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?

erm 1 at sg 1 at kl i thk impossible gua..summore cant use 2 it 7 b my bro-in-law..hahaha

21. What is no. 2 studying about?

Foundation in Science phyc stream

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?

erm ytd lo...friday..29/03

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like

erm dunno ler..hehe

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?

yup

25. Will you woo no. 3?

lol...i m nt a gay ler..hehe

26. How about no. 7?

i m nt gay!!!!

27. Is no. 4 single?

nt sure ler..seem lk yes

28. What is the surname of no.5?

Lee

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?

wow...100% is shopping..hahah

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

they don't knoe each other gua

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?

utar

32. Talk something casually about no. 1

she is my girlfriend

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?

haha..no...never...hahahaaa

34. Where does no. 9 live at?

pj

35. What colour does no.4 like?

dun knoe ler..sry

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?

i thk is good fren ba

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?

mayb...hahahaaa

38. What is no. 6 doing now?

dun knoe ler..hehehee

J

i m wearing a <<J>> alpha earring at my left ear....it is nt present my name call jeff....bt it is present my bi call joslynn....i luv her...she alwayz on my mind....miss you~~~

Temper

how 2 control ppl temper....how???how??how??

tis few dayz...dun knoe y...small thng wil make me angry....the pity victim is my
bibi.....
sry ya bi....n thx oso...thx bcoz u can tahan me....wats wrong v me...izzit 2 dissapointed 2 myself??haizzz....cant lk tis d....if cont all fren n bibi will leave away frm me d....muz cHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

能不能给我一首歌的时间||突然好像你

能不能给我一首歌的时间把故事听到最好才说再见你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天


突然好像你你会在那里。。过的快乐或委屈。。突然好像你。。突然锋利的回忆。。突然模糊的眼睛

每次听到这两首歌心里都会很有感触。。吵架时？？难过时？？i dun knoe..who care...

很多人认为我的意见不可取。。很多人认为我就是不能把事做好。。很多人认为我不会成功

但我告诉你们。。就不要让我有成功的一天。。告诉你们。。我不会对你们怎样。。我会感谢你

们。。谢谢你们曾经看清我。。。他让我更坚强。。他让我看清这世界的残忍。。我就是这样那你们又能拿我怎样？？

我不会为你们而改变我自己。。不是我不受教。。而是改变也要看为了谁。。和值不值得。。

你们还不够格让我为你们改变。。你们又不是她。。。。其实你们谁也不是。。

懂了吗？？不是考得好。。家里有几个臭钱。。长得好看。。世界就会绕着你转动。。懂了

吗？？少了那些你们什么也不是。。= 零。。懂了吗？？

我就是我。。谁也伤不了我。。我就是用文字攻级你们又怎样。。看请吧。。败类们。。

能不能给我一首歌的时间

i hate MyselF?!

which kind of person i am......sumtime i really confuse....
i tot i m a caring person...bt sumtime i m selfish.....
i tot i can control well the feeling i giv her....bt sumtime i let her dissapointed oso..
i tot everythng is under my control...bt actually nt....


everythng i tot then it muz hav different......wat 2 do...
sumtime even when i giving my opinion ppl will oso reject it...
i knoe sumthng wrong on my way 2 giving out my msg....
i nid sumtime time....2 bcum a better man....a better bf oso...
i dun knoe further izzit bright o dark...i juz knoe i wont give up my thng easily...eventhough i m a lazy ppl....(pontian-ing)

Holiday d

wohohohoo....tis few week bz 4 my final exam...then it juz finish...yoohooo...nw wan relax d....stil planning whr 2 go~~~tai ping???pontian??jb??sg???

stil dun knoe yet

i haTe HoLidaY IV

emm emm... at singapore nw....juz finish shopping frm orchid road n bugis~~~heheee

finally i bought 1 tshirt from new urban male.......1 jacket frm STAGE....1 short

pant n 1 long pant frm Bugis.....emm tat is enugh 4 me d lu....after new year get

angpao d juz go buy my thng ba~~~hohohooo



emm 2day juz cal bi 1 time only...quite miss her de...full of my mind is her...i try

my best 2 clear my mind on focus the thng i wan 2 buy coz she ask me 2 enjoy

here...bt suddenly gt a gal wear a t tat is (( I love N.Y))....wah wah wah...my bi

oso gt 1 same t o....so as conclusion she inside my mind of the

time...hahahaa...later juz cal her ba when i reach my hometown( little pontian)

i haTe Holiday III

emm..saturday d...nw cover 1 of my eye...2 eyes diff 2 big d...goin 2 blind if dun

do so...emm suddenly feel guilty n feel sry 2 her....y i wil lk tis....i dun wan let

her feel lk i kip tight her..nv let her do her own thng n meet her fren...bt i kip

let her feel lk tis ba i thk....izzit me 小气？？爱吃醋？？？不够体贴？？大男人？？

haizzz...dun knoe o..i juz knoe i luv her so much.....


emm i thk wan bcum a gud bf...i stil gt many thng nid 2 learn o...

learn how 2 tak care bout her...

learn how 2 let her feel happy...

learn how 2 prevent her get hurt...

learn how 2 control my emotion...

learn how 2 dun kip jealous...

learn how 2 appreciate...

learn how 2 accept the thng which is correct even thng tat i dun lk...

learn how 2 bcum a gud listener 4 her...

learn how 2 say right thng at right moment...

learn how 2 consult her when she upset,emo,down,dissapointed,stress,angry...

learn how 2 let her depend on me more...learn how 2 say
<<< I AM SORRY >>>....n
learn how 2 let her knoe <<<<< I LOVE YOU >>>>>










so bi...enjoy ur holiday ~~~~hav fun ya....dun 2 stress ya...when nt happy o emo muz tel me ya....miss u so much so much here...

i haTe Holiday II

juz cum b frm cs~~~~fuck fuck fuck.....so shui 2day....go there shop the whole shopping complex...frm inner city 2 all branded shop....i get nothin....fuck o...2 mor dayz cny d...stil havn get my new years cloth o...wat 2 do....if she bside me then she wil help me 2 thk how d...haizzz......summore when drove b 2 my sis's shop
<<>....suppose juz nid 20 min++...bt bcoz of stupid traffic jam....2 hours.....2 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....summore i drive my sis's new manual viva...my leg shivering o....last thg...another bz day 4 her...i kip holding my both phn n waitting 4 her miss call means she was free d then i can cal her....finally she msg me d....phew....go psr mlm..hehee..i tot wat was goin on o.....nw she hav a gathering v her fren....on the other hand...i juz hav me myself v my sis's pc n blogging here....all my hometown fren go b nw....mayb yam cha-ing ba...bt me at jb...cant join....wat 2 do...go view every fren's blog ba


2Mr go sg find my cloth rrrr~~~+u+u+u 2 myself...hahahaaaa

i haTe HolidaY

haizz...juz cum b 2 dayZ.......2 DamN long dayz......lame lo.....miss her so much...altough v gt cal n few sms...bt i d use 2 b she alwayz bside me d.....i missssssssssssssssssss uuuuuuuuuuu....
can u here me????heheheee...friday faster cum yo...coz i can go b n meet her d~~yoohoooo



haizz...nw at jb <>(my sis's shop)...later wil go city square 2 buy my cny new cloth~~coz nw i din buy any shirt o pant yet...so loh...later go cs c whether gt suit me's shirt anot (i thk quite hard 2 find thng tat suit me coz i gt no idea tis years wat m i goin 2 wear)
2mr wil go singapore find my 2nd sis n go shopping......emm i thk wil go "Stage"<<< show's own brand shop 2 buy a jacket 4 myself~~hheheeheee....tats all

06.01.09

post~~~~~~~~~~a bit late d......



Dear b:

好难过的一个晚上啊。。。。

看着你哭我心好痛好痛。。。

让你无助的蹲在那哭的我好坏好坏。。

冲昏头的我不听你说好傻好傻。。

当时

脑海里浮出了好多我们在一起快乐的回忆

眼泪就流出来了

不是因为难过

而是我舍不得你这样的走

又有一句话浮出来

（（要随时牵手。。但不可随意分手））

你不是我。。你怎么能体会。。你有多么珍贵

我真的好爱好爱你

你听得到吗

。

。

。

。

我不能失去最最最了解我的你

所以我会收起我的坏脾气

不会再让你吓着了

真的

。

。

。

与过幸好是天晴

我不会再这样了

因为我知道你对我的重要性

真的很重要

对不起

Spiacente

Συγγνώμη

Perdón

खेद

Menyesal

Sorry

Xin lỗi

Désolé

残念に思う

Desculpe

죄송합니다

Žao mi je

آسف

Ked af

Paumanhin

Beklager

我用很多种语言就只是想跟你说

对不起

要有很多个一个月哦。。

heheeeee

From：

M

New Year & NeW Hair Style

heee...tat day dun knoe y suddenly gt mood wan cut my long & messy hair o...then go at nite 9pm ++ d...i went 2 <Miko> saloon...n spend RM50 2 cut my hair lu..infront nt long enug..so nt really nice...bt my hm say long time din c 'man' 's hairstyle de me d...hehee..izzit??

after cut 1st thng is cal her..hhehee
2ND is....capture...hahaahahaa

when my infront long enug d...hope wil look alike him~~hahahaa
i knoe face gt lot diff la...juz after saw tis album...dun knoe y damn gt mood 2 cut tis kind of hairstyle o...hehee..(btw tis album i oso bought d ^^V)