GhoSt In ParaDisE

New Life~

2011-01-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

大家好~~~~

我的人生开始了新的阶段~ 新的生活方式~ 那就是我不再是学生了！我已经是个上班人士！
要烦的事也越来越多，要烦我的sale,要注意小心别得罪人，要努力表现才能有好的收获，要记得保持微笑(我最不擅长的），要小心别抢到别人的顾客，要计划怎样花我的工钱，好多好多
我体会到了，怎样待人处事，有时真的要带着面具做人~防人之心不可无~

最近会觉得很空虚，没人可以分享我的喜怒哀乐，以前的我怕自己没能力给她幸福，但现在我有能力了，但却找不到管道和她聊，她很少上线，sms又怕她觉得烦，更别说是打给她。
平常的我很多话，但要是我到了我喜欢的人生旁我就会变得很安静，我也不知道为什么，所以她问我的时候，我也说不上，就说我累了，我没办法把我真正的想法告诉你，对不起啊~

要是我知道你对我的感觉是怎样就好了，要是我突然去告诉你，但你对我没感觉，那我们连现在有的关系都会失去，我输不起啊~ （虽然我们现在的关系也没有很好，就一起出来那么两次，但我已经很开心了）

我太懦弱了~~~~~~~~

Random

2010-09-17T12:19:00.000-07:00

又回来啦~！这整个礼拜很忙，但不知道在忙什么，她也好像很忙，我也不知道她在忙什么呢，她没说，我没问，就这样，但我觉得机会已经慢慢离我而去，我只能坦然的接受，到现在我还是问不出她对我到底有没有好感，就这样吧
最近有个小妹妹在找我聊天，跟她同岁但是感觉就是不一样，觉得那小妹妹有点幼稚，还是她太成熟？小妹妹主动来找我聊，还约我出去，但是我就是不想理她！！奇怪了！我就是个怪人嘛！！哈哈哈

失去的，回不来

2010-09-10T12:48:00.000-07:00

跟大家分享我的一个过去

在我大约十五岁那年，我认识了一位别的学校的校花，她人很好，跟我很聊得来
我们每天都会传简讯，或上网聊天，我的个性就比较害羞，我不敢当面跟她聊天
但是后来我们却刚好在同一个补习中心，所以就有说到一些话
当时其实我对她满有意思，也自以为她对我也有意思，但我从没开口
直到有一天我发现了，她其实有男朋友了，那时这件事对我的冲击蛮大的
我还哭着跟我姐哭诉，但之后我们还是继续聊天
终于他分手了，我还是没开口
直到有一天，她跟我说她喜欢我学校的一个男生，我也自以为那个人是我的机会很大了
但，不是，那男的是当时我最要好的同班同学，之后我们就没联络了
是我的问题吗？条件太差？还是我始终没坦白我的心意？
就是我这种性格，可能我已经错失了很多好女生，
最近很常听到她的消息，因为我的好朋友跟她走得很近，希望他会成功！
因为她长得真的很漂亮，哈哈

现在的我还是很怕表明我的心，要是她对我没意思，就连现有的关系都没了　
这种赌注，我输不起

我就剩几个礼拜了，再不说会有遗憾的，但是我怕会耽误她的时间，怎么办呢

我喜欢你，你喜欢我吗？要不要试看看交往，我觉得会不错哦！！

你知道我在对你说吗？你收到吗？

二度发育？？？？

2010-09-05T09:39:00.000-07:00

最近我变得很奇怪，怎么吃都不会饱
上一分钟在妈妈档吃 roti telur & roti kosong
下一分钟在 snooker 店吃烤面包
在家也吃，出去也吃
怎么办，我不要变胖！！！
还有最近我才知道这是我的最后一个sem了，超快的
还有很多事没做，还有很多话没说
怎么办，我就快踏入社会了
好像还没玩够
但我也不小了，是时候出去闯了
希望一切能够顺利，让我在中国拼出一个春天！！再回来新加坡
到时我希望继续进修，然后当一个有创意的PR person!!

没意义的post

2010-08-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

今天我的同学戴了副塔罗牌来，我也去玩玩，刚开始只是小准，但最后一个让我吓了一跳
它是这么说的：
1）你的缺点就是一直在意别人的感受，就不管自己
2）最近在改回自己的旧习惯（I change alot after my last relationship, I'm try to change back to the old version's Jeff）
3）最近我在努力的忘掉一个人
4）最后它还送我一句， the more you want to try to forget a relationship, the harder it is

神！！！还有一些我忘了，大家可以去试试看哦~

突然感到很累了，一直追着人家跑，可能她也会觉得很烦，所以为了不让她觉得我烦，我会慢慢的，慢慢的消失，她应该不会察觉到吧~~她好像也和其他人聊得很开，而且也和我最不喜欢的人，她不会主动来找我代表她其实不是很想跟我聊天吧，对吧，所以咯，饶了别人吧Jeff..........也饶了你自己吧。

好羡慕别人出门有个女生牵着，我好久没牵别人的手了，应该还没忘了吧，哈哈

还有最近迷上 sporty的女生，很加分哦，哈哈哈

我要去健身！！！

我要去游泳！！！

我要 join MDIS Football Club了，开心！我要试试看我守门的功力！！

还有我越来越喜欢我的 group <> 虽然大家不看好我们，虽然有些组员会放我鸟，但我们合作得很愉快！！

还有 Jolin's 小伤口很好听！！！

真的很没意义！！哈哈！！但是这是我的心里的小秘密，太多放在心里很难受，所以寄放在这，

Happy Post

2010-08-21T12:21:00.000-07:00

Since i promise Phyone (my MDIS classmate) my next post (This post) will be a happy post so ya...if you all expecting my emo in this post...i'm afraid you will dissapoint ya....=P

8/21 是我爷爷去世的第一百天，我们黄家全部人到其！！好开心哦~~
爷爷没留下什么给我们，但他却把我们黄家所有人拉得更靠近，更团结~~~
这种聚会的感觉通常只有在新年时才会有~~
老实说以前我并不喜欢黄家亲戚，大家好像根本都不亲~我和我的堂表姐弟妹就算见面到不打招呼~
新年时我去吃晚餐，和长辈们说说话后，我马上就驾车走了~~
但现在我不会了，我发现大家都很同心~下个新年我会呆久点~~因为很有feel了~~
对了，刚才在做法式时，我们发现了，有只白色加线条的飞蛾呆在电灯上，它的颜色跟我爷爷的其中一件衣服雷同~~我都感觉到是我们的爷爷回来看我们了~~好奇妙，你们一定不相信~但我信！！哈哈~~~
大家要珍惜的家人相处的时光哦~~~
我什么都能没有，但我不能没有我的家人~~我爱我的家人
我爱酷酷，越老越注意流行（那时是他告诉我小猪要来新加坡开演唱会的），喜欢和我喝酒的爸爸~~
我爱劳苦功高，有点唠叨但超级可爱，开放的妈妈
我爱很烦，很夸张，长不大，最矮但超级关心我的大姐
我爱很emo，性格跟我超像，和我一样超爱吃好吃但又贵的食物，也超级关心我的二姐
我爱不多话但很关心我们的姐夫
我爱喜欢叫我豪豪的侄女Daphne
我超级爱你们~~~只有你们会全心全意的爱我但不求回报~~~谢谢你们！！！！

LJ

2010-08-13T12:58:00.000-07:00

哈哈哈，最近我们 Loco Club 分出了个小团体，那就是Locos Junior (LJ),有点抄袭的名字，哈哈哈，但是我们会取这个名字的主要原因是因为他的简称=LJ,也可以由另外一个意识，就象征了我们的叛逆和反骨~~主要的成员有我 LJ_Jeff, LJ_Kay & LJ_Fabian. 三位住 34的男孩(34是离市区较远的地方)。我们唱的歌会比较粗一点，迟一些会post我们的 video和照片上来。因该要等我们party后，喝了点酒就会有video了，哈哈哈哈哈

我

2010-08-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

我有很多称呼，
我爸妈叫我阿豪
我大姐叫我佼佼
我二姐叫我豪阿
我侄女，干爹，干妈叫我豪豪
我loco club的朋友叫我loco豪
我KL& Singapore的朋友叫我 Jeff
我的表侄女和外甥叫我豪叔叔，豪舅舅
我给自己取了叫小夫
我爸爸的老板一家人叫我小小雄（因为我爸的小名叫小雄）
好多名字哦~~

乱！烦？累！

2010-08-06T12:28:00.000-07:00

最近一直有很多甜蜜的情侣在我面前出现，好羡慕又嫉妒哦，会觉得好不公平，为什么那种咖都有女朋友，而我就找不到呢，我已经忘记牵着女生的手的感觉了，我好像也忘了怎样哄女生开心了，我忘了很多感觉了。
想一想我也单身半年多了，有时想找个人撒撒娇，但回过头却没人能让我撒，心酸啊。。
要说对象也不是没有，最近有个让我想进一步了解的女生，但她好像对我没什么特别的感觉，haizzz, 也对啦，我又不高，又不帅，又没才华，人又怪，独来独往，很难吸引别人的注意，
但是我不是很确定，又不敢问，怕问了就连现在的关系也没有了，侧田也有唱啊，<若她还是当年的路人甲，我或许还能保持昔日潇洒> 说的就是我的担忧，烦！！！怎样才能确定一个人对你有没有兴趣呢。。。。费解啊~~~
又不能直接问：hey 对我又感觉吗？
哈哈哈how!!!????

It's My Life

2010-08-06T12:12:00.000-07:00

yo...i got 3 younger sista now....which are Sarah, Ven and Chantelle......feel so good when hang out or htht with them.... I enjoy my life alot study at MDIS....its Fun and Interesting compare to Kampar life....but now only thing i can remember about Kampar is hang out with Tayshawn, Edward, WWW, Rick and Henry they all.....
What we did at that kampung place huh....
well...
1) we drink beer at lakeside...after that throw the bottle into the lake....fun fun
2) we all go da gei (play l4d2)....syiok syiok
3) we all go waterfall....nice nice
4)we all bbq...peanut, ham, taofu bakar+ liquor.......great great
5) watch movie from computer(Drag me To Hell) scary scary

hahaha we did alot of stupid stuff...i miss they all man...long time never see they all edy...
i really really appreciate they all...they will support me when i sad...they will listern to me when i m emo.....you guys is the best!!!!!! meet up one day at kl ya....

5 out of 10??

2010-06-17T09:41:00.000-07:00

I admit that I am not that kinds of perfect man, boy , boyfriend or whatever.....

I'm not handsome..I'm not charming...I'm not cute...I'm not tall enug...My shoulder is

not comfortable enug for you to lay on it.....I'm not a well speaker...I'm fucking shy...I'm a asshole

If you gonna to rate for me , I think i will get 5 out of 10....

But I don't give a fucking care about what you thinking of me...

If you really love or like me...then why you still have so many thing to complain with...

Why don't you just accept me? and all the thing i lack??

Why don't you just love me no matter what and stop thinking too much??

Why don't you just fuck the tomorrow and just enjoy today??

This character is the one you fall in love from the beginning...why now it became a bad

character??

You don't like this, you don't like that....i fuck this thing up...i fuck that thing up....

Fuck all this bullshit ok.......it's enough for me......

Remember that i told you if one day i'm leaving...then i won't come back anymore....

and thank you for bring me alot of good n sweet memory....

and thank you that make my life totally change....this is the life i want....i hope u will find yours

Now I'm stronger then before ...no matter my mind , my heart or my body

Right now, i still don't want to stable down....

Because i'm still waiting for a girl that impress me....

i still waiting for a girl that give me back the feeling i want

i still waiting for a girl that will accept my everything

i won't cheat on that girl...my heart will 100% toward her....

and i will try to become a 10/10 guy only for her....

Who are you? where are you?

i don't know

Just wait

wait

好久不见

2010-06-07T21:16:00.000-07:00

哈哈.....大家已经忘记了我还有这个blog了吧....那很好.....我就还有这里可以宣泄我的心情....Facebook和twitter都太多认识的人.....有些事很不方便说

单身也已经五个月啦....我很享受单身的生活...很自由....要做什么就做什么...不需要考虑太多....我也慢慢变回以前的我了....换一个环境是对的...很适合我....我好爱现在我所拥有的...我要谢谢她...她的一个决定让我获得我真正想要的.....

我一直为别人想....觉得自己配不上人家....觉得自己很矮.....觉得自己不够有钱...为什么我就没有挑人的权利？？我就那么差吗？？

我要的她，不需要很完美，只要她懂得让我知道她的美

我要的她，是在我做傻事时，骂我傻，但也陪我一起做着同样的傻事

我要的她，在我做错事但没受罚时，和我一起大笑幸运而不是骂我

我要的她，是会听我的建议，至少会听

我的要求会很过分吗？？但这就是我要的，说说可以吧？！哈哈哈

就先这样吧@@

Ghost came b paradise d....wwooohoooooooo

2009-11-05T23:36:00.000-08:00

wooohoooo.....tis couple month ghost hav sumthng nid 2 solve in hell...so no time 2 update..heheee
bt nw ghost hav lot of free time d...yaaahooooo

erm...start from tis short sem 2...nw is week 3 d...i go b my hometown <> continuosly 2 week d...bt tis week cant go b d....coz da stupid assg lurr..haizz..nex week oso cant go b...coz stupid test at sat...haizzzzz.....tis sem i quite free coz juz taking 2 subj...thurs can skip coz juz 1 lecture n fri no clss so wed nite i can tak 9.15pm's bus go b d...so siiok...althought nid tak 8-9 hours bus...but i gt no special feeling on it d...no matter are tired,boring o wat..i feeling nothing...hahahaa...i juz ply my psp, listern my touchy, ply my lappy o slp a while then i will saw the view outside the bus wil became the view i familiar means almost reach d....hehee...then my buddy wil cum jb fetch me....no matter how late (o u can call 'early in the morning') they all will oso cum fetch me...so gud...juz gt 1 cb kia call kay loo nv cum n fetch me lor...u better watch out r...hahahhaaaa......k la.....enug d....i start my pp marathon d ya....hohohoooo

HomeTown

2009-05-16T06:41:00.001-07:00

at home town almost a week d.....many thng was happen......aaiiikksss...
most serious's thng is my gmum...her urine's color bcum red...wah damn scary man...
bt luckly juz sum infection...nt a big porb..
hoho...my uncle at china cum b 2day...nw at outside da house drinking beer n chatting
me?? sit infront of the computer waitting my fren fetch me go yamcha coz i lazy 2 drive..hohoho
at the crowd situation...every relative oso cuming my house 2 visit my gmum...bt i stil doing the same thng...facing com....lol....tis is my style...i hate n alzy 2 fu yan them v silly smiling face....tats y i concentrate 2 facing de com....smart right...hehhee....k ya...bb

方炯镔-坏人

2009-05-04T11:35:00.000-07:00

那一扇车门关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人*

容忍的人其实并不笨只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温祝福就给你下一个人**

你是好人也是个坏人对我坦承

只为了朝他狂奔不能放任所以放了这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩也不忍看恋人爱成路人

Repeat *,**三个人从不对等总有个人必须牺牲那永恒就等他带你完成

Repeat **宁愿爱一点不剩也不忍看恋人爱成路人

方炯镔首张个人创作专辑　　

首播主打：坏人（中视‘牵年花开的日子’片尾曲）　　

“好人？”或者“坏人！”的世界端靠眼睛是看不清楚的… 　　

在每个伪装背后，你的心，感受到了什么？看到歌听到人

妈妈

2009-04-25T02:57:00.000-07:00

妈妈。。你在哪里。。我好想你啊。。你不要我了吗？我一直在等你哦。。

小bi

My liFe

2009-04-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

since small....everytime i gt a lot of choice n road 2 choose....nw stil thking wat wil happen if i choose another choice...nw lets refresh back my life...

1996~1997::
after my kindergarden...i gt 2 choice...1st is go malay sch..2nd is go Cn Sch..
finally i go for cN Sch(is my mum choi ice 4 me)...well...if i go malay primary
sch...mayb my english basic wil very nice...compare 2 go Cn sch...bt i thk
it is a right choice...coz my Bc wil b nice oso...

2002~2003::
after my UPSR...i gt 1A 7B.....nt bad...i gt another 2 choices...1st is go Malay
2ndary sch...2nd is go Cn 2ndary sch...well...if i go Cn 2ndary sch..my english wil
wil bcum more suck n my chinese pronous wil b suck~!!!!!!!!lol..i wil join tos
rich fren n i wil bcum 败家子...well i feel greatful i go 4 malay 2ndary sch
(i knoe nt the best choice la)...

2003~2005::
well form 1-2 i m a totally s.o.b gangster...the reason is i study at F class o..
F?? seem nt so bad rite bt infront F gt RK1>RK2>A>B>C>D>E> then is
F....so obviously all my classmate is gangster oso...i seek wil ask 4 fight
when ppl stare awhile on me...really suck....bt when form3 miracle happen..
i promote in 2 RK2....it is 2nd best class in our sch...so....i choose 2 turn a
guai guai zai...then i score 6B 2C...it is nt bad 4 me la..i knoe compare 2 u all
my result is suck~~~

2005~2006::
2 bad...form 4 i b classified into account class...wtf...i totally dun hav any interest
in account...so me n my best fren lit ask 2 transfer into science clss...well we did it
so i wan b a scienctis..mwuaahahahahaaaa

2006~2008::
well...spm i score 4A fewB..fewC...n 2G....sejarah n moral is alwayz my weakness
...well as my 2nd sis study nursing at sg...n few relative oso stay in sg...so i decided apply sg nanyang poly...my 1st choice is Food science...dun knoe wats the reason( mayb my result 2 suck) i cant in any poly in sg..wat a shock 4 me..coz if few yrs ago...my result 99% can enter poly..mayb standard nw higher d...bt lucky i cant go in sg...i choice utar n i met her...i fall in love on her...well u all shud knoe who is her ba..hahaha....

so...my life so many option 2 choice....hehe...m i did a rite choice..wat if i choice another choice in half wayz....i dun knoe...until i die i oso wont knoe..who knoe...mayb juz God knoe ba...heheh...anyhwr i love my life nw...i love u 2...write so many d..feel tired d...tata

Tagged By Weng n KiKi

2009-03-28T07:33:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tagged you

kiki

2. Your relationship with him/her is

coursemate

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her

cheerful,frenly,wear high heel,hardworking,like 2 eat ba?hehe

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you

erm..same group 2 do assg when sem 1

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you

cal me mama..haha

6. If he/she become your lover you will

both of us nt available...hahha

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be

no idea ler..hehe

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will

afraid ba..haha

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be

no idea ler..hehe

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now

Tel her to study hard ba

11. Your overall impression of him/her is

nice

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

weirdo

13. The characters you love of yourself are

calm n attentive

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself

careless n hot temper

15. The most ideal person you want to be is

L??hahaha

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.

she muz be my b...hahah...love ya

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they

1.joslynn

2.bobo

3.weng

4.edward

5.tayshawn

6.kiki

7.reno

8.melanine

9.ah seng

10.wen

18. Who is no. 6

erm her housemate

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?

male

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?

erm 1 at sg 1 at kl i thk impossible gua..summore cant use 2 it 7 b my bro-in-law..hahaha

21. What is no. 2 studying about?

Foundation in Science phyc stream

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?

erm ytd lo...friday..29/03

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like

erm dunno ler..hehe

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?

yup

25. Will you woo no. 3?

lol...i m nt a gay ler..hehe

26. How about no. 7?

i m nt gay!!!!

27. Is no. 4 single?

nt sure ler..seem lk yes

28. What is the surname of no.5?

Lee

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?

wow...100% is shopping..hahah

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

they don't knoe each other gua

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?

utar

32. Talk something casually about no. 1

she is my girlfriend

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?

haha..no...never...hahahaaa

34. Where does no. 9 live at?

35. What colour does no.4 like?

dun knoe ler..sry

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?

i thk is good fren ba

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?

mayb...hahahaaa

38. What is no. 6 doing now?

dun knoe ler..hehehee

J

2009-03-21T02:43:00.001-07:00

i m wearing a <<J>> alpha earring at my left ear....it is nt present my name call jeff....bt it is present my bi call joslynn....i luv her...she alwayz on my mind....miss you~~~

Temper

2009-03-17T03:33:00.000-07:00

how 2 control ppl temper....how???how??how??

tis few dayz...dun knoe y...small thng wil make me angry....the pity victim is my
bibi.....
sry ya bi....n thx oso...thx bcoz u can tahan me....wats wrong v me...izzit 2 dissapointed 2 myself??haizzz....cant lk tis d....if cont all fren n bibi will leave away frm me d....muz cHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

能不能给我一首歌的时间||突然好像你

2009-03-14T22:17:00.001-07:00

能不能给我一首歌的时间把故事听到最好才说再见你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天

突然好像你你会在那里。。过的快乐或委屈。。突然好像你。。突然锋利的回忆。。突然模糊的眼睛

每次听到这两首歌心里都会很有感触。。吵架时？？难过时？？i dun knoe..who care...

很多人认为我的意见不可取。。很多人认为我就是不能把事做好。。很多人认为我不会成功

但我告诉你们。。就不要让我有成功的一天。。告诉你们。。我不会对你们怎样。。我会感谢你

们。。谢谢你们曾经看清我。。。他让我更坚强。。他让我看清这世界的残忍。。我就是这样那你们又能拿我怎样？？

我不会为你们而改变我自己。。不是我不受教。。而是改变也要看为了谁。。和值不值得。。

你们还不够格让我为你们改变。。你们又不是她。。。。其实你们谁也不是。。

懂了吗？？不是考得好。。家里有几个臭钱。。长得好看。。世界就会绕着你转动。。懂了

吗？？少了那些你们什么也不是。。= 零。。懂了吗？？

我就是我。。谁也伤不了我。。我就是用文字攻级你们又怎样。。看请吧。。败类们。。

能不能给我一首歌的时间

2009-03-14T22:17:00.000-07:00

i hate MyselF?!

2009-02-26T17:40:00.000-08:00

which kind of person i am......sumtime i really confuse....
i tot i m a caring person...bt sumtime i m selfish.....
i tot i can control well the feeling i giv her....bt sumtime i let her dissapointed oso..
i tot everythng is under my control...bt actually nt....

everythng i tot then it muz hav different......wat 2 do...
sumtime even when i giving my opinion ppl will oso reject it...
i knoe sumthng wrong on my way 2 giving out my msg....
i nid sumtime time....2 bcum a better man....a better bf oso...
i dun knoe further izzit bright o dark...i juz knoe i wont give up my thng easily...eventhough i m a lazy ppl....(pontian-ing)

Holiday d

2009-02-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

wohohohoo....tis few week bz 4 my final exam...then it juz finish...yoohooo...nw wan relax d....stil planning whr 2 go~~~tai ping???pontian??jb??sg???

stil dun knoe yet

i haTe HoLidaY IV

2009-01-24T02:08:00.000-08:00

emm emm... at singapore nw....juz finish shopping frm orchid road n bugis~~~heheee

finally i bought 1 tshirt from new urban male.......1 jacket frm STAGE....1 short

pant n 1 long pant frm Bugis.....emm tat is enugh 4 me d lu....after new year get

angpao d juz go buy my thng ba~~~hohohooo

emm 2day juz cal bi 1 time only...quite miss her de...full of my mind is her...i try

my best 2 clear my mind on focus the thng i wan 2 buy coz she ask me 2 enjoy

here...bt suddenly gt a gal wear a t tat is (( I love N.Y))....wah wah wah...my bi

oso gt 1 same t o....so as conclusion she inside my mind of the

time...hahahaa...later juz cal her ba when i reach my hometown( little pontian)

i haTe Holiday III

2009-01-23T08:15:00.000-08:00

emm..saturday d...nw cover 1 of my eye...2 eyes diff 2 big d...goin 2 blind if dun

do so...emm suddenly feel guilty n feel sry 2 her....y i wil lk tis....i dun wan let

her feel lk i kip tight her..nv let her do her own thng n meet her fren...bt i kip

let her feel lk tis ba i thk....izzit me 小气？？爱吃醋？？？不够体贴？？大男人？？

haizzz...dun knoe o..i juz knoe i luv her so much.....

emm i thk wan bcum a gud bf...i stil gt many thng nid 2 learn o...

learn how 2 tak care bout her...

learn how 2 let her feel happy...

learn how 2 prevent her get hurt...

learn how 2 control my emotion...

learn how 2 dun kip jealous...

learn how 2 appreciate...

learn how 2 accept the thng which is correct even thng tat i dun lk...

learn how 2 bcum a gud listener 4 her...

learn how 2 say right thng at right moment...

learn how 2 consult her when she upset,emo,down,dissapointed,stress,angry...

learn how 2 let her depend on me more...learn how 2 say
<<< I AM SORRY >>>....n
learn how 2 let her knoe <<<<< I LOVE YOU >>>>>

so bi...enjoy ur holiday ~~~~hav fun ya....dun 2 stress ya...when nt happy o emo muz tel me ya....miss u so much so much here...

i haTe Holiday II

2009-01-23T06:21:00.000-08:00

juz cum b frm cs~~~~fuck fuck fuck.....so shui 2day....go there shop the whole shopping complex...frm inner city 2 all branded shop....i get nothin....fuck o...2 mor dayz cny d...stil havn get my new years cloth o...wat 2 do....if she bside me then she wil help me 2 thk how d...haizzz......summore when drove b 2 my sis's shop
<<>....suppose juz nid 20 min++...bt bcoz of stupid traffic jam....2 hours.....2 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....summore i drive my sis's new manual viva...my leg shivering o....last thg...another bz day 4 her...i kip holding my both phn n waitting 4 her miss call means she was free d then i can cal her....finally she msg me d....phew....go psr mlm..hehee..i tot wat was goin on o.....nw she hav a gathering v her fren....on the other hand...i juz hav me myself v my sis's pc n blogging here....all my hometown fren go b nw....mayb yam cha-ing ba...bt me at jb...cant join....wat 2 do...go view every fren's blog ba

2Mr go sg find my cloth rrrr~~~+u+u+u 2 myself...hahahaaaa

i haTe HolidaY

2009-01-22T19:12:00.000-08:00

haizz...juz cum b 2 dayZ.......2 DamN long dayz......lame lo.....miss her so much...altough v gt cal n few sms...bt i d use 2 b she alwayz bside me d.....i missssssssssssssssssss uuuuuuuuuuu....
can u here me????heheheee...friday faster cum yo...coz i can go b n meet her d~~yoohoooo

haizz...nw at jb <>(my sis's shop)...later wil go city square 2 buy my cny new cloth~~coz nw i din buy any shirt o pant yet...so loh...later go cs c whether gt suit me's shirt anot (i thk quite hard 2 find thng tat suit me coz i gt no idea tis years wat m i goin 2 wear)
2mr wil go singapore find my 2nd sis n go shopping......emm i thk wil go "Stage"<<< show's own brand shop 2 buy a jacket 4 myself~~hheheeheee....tats all

06.01.09

2009-01-11T02:04:00.000-08:00

post~~~~~~~~~~a bit late d......

Dear b:

好难过的一个晚上啊。。。。

看着你哭我心好痛好痛。。。

让你无助的蹲在那哭的我好坏好坏。。

冲昏头的我不听你说好傻好傻。。

当时

脑海里浮出了好多我们在一起快乐的回忆

眼泪就流出来了

不是因为难过

而是我舍不得你这样的走

又有一句话浮出来

（（要随时牵手。。但不可随意分手））

你不是我。。你怎么能体会。。你有多么珍贵

我真的好爱好爱你

你听得到吗

。

我不能失去最最最了解我的你

所以我会收起我的坏脾气

不会再让你吓着了

真的

。

与过幸好是天晴

我不会再这样了

因为我知道你对我的重要性

真的很重要

对不起

Spiacente

Συγγνώμη

Perdón

खेद

Menyesal

Sorry

Xin lỗi

Désolé

残念に思う

Desculpe

죄송합니다

Žao mi je

آسف

Ked af

Paumanhin

Beklager

我用很多种语言就只是想跟你说

对不起

要有很多个一个月哦。。

heheeeee

From：

New Year & NeW Hair Style

2009-01-03T00:51:00.000-08:00

heee...tat day dun knoe y suddenly gt mood wan cut my long & messy hair o...then go at nite 9pm ++ d...i went 2 <Miko> saloon...n spend RM50 2 cut my hair lu..infront nt long enug..so nt really nice...bt my hm say long time din c 'man' 's hairstyle de me d...hehee..izzit??

after cut 1st thng is cal her..hhehee
2ND is....capture...hahaahahaa

when my infront long enug d...hope wil look alike him~~hahahaa
i knoe face gt lot diff la...juz after saw tis album...dun knoe y damn gt mood 2 cut tis kind of hairstyle o...hehee..(btw tis album i oso bought d ^^V)

J & J

2008-12-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

happy life ya....heheee...emmm....kip go many place 2 eat ya..mor n mor fat d...hahahaha...
lk look out point,,,klcc,,,petaling street,,,jaya 1,,,midvalley,,,kukup,,,hehehee
n also tak many pic d o....hahahaa....juz post few here ba...

i lk tis pic
my phone&her laptop

tak outside chem lab
she v her labcoat&me v my talkshow's suit

i bought tis 2 b4 my talk show
my blue lollipop&her pink lollipop

贪吃de me havn wait her i finish my MILO CHOCO BAR..hehe
My choco bar&her note

12.12.08

2008-12-12T19:37:00.000-08:00

wat a nice date ya...heheheeee...gt a special meaning 4 us o.....
2day after clss v go KLCC....hohohooo...gt pc fair thr....
emm a lot ppl thr o...n v met our pcs lecturer...MR.Joe v his gf?!(seem lk)(oops quite pretty)
heheee....after bought thng v go hav our dinner at a vietnamese food...emm the food very nice o..
i plan 2 bring her go MADAM KWAN 1...bt 2 many ppl d..haizz...nex time ba~~hehee
after tat v go watch a muvee~~<<BOLT>>...emm cute muvee ya..the dog ,cat n hamster~~
hahahahaaaaaaa...
wat a happy day huh~~heheeee.....soo soo sooo happy o~~~

she n her food...hehee..nice?

me n my food...hehee
v 2 tak gather when on the way hom..hehee

happy day ya...happy happy happy happy...hope u happy oso

HappY_WeeK

2008-12-10T05:46:00.000-08:00

heheee...wat a happy week ya....new place 2 write my blog~~heheheee.....
ChEE n her bf cum kl o...i borrow them my bed lu...so i gt a chance 2 cum tis new place...hoohhohoo...

haPPy

My Week

2008-12-07T08:47:00.000-08:00

MoNdaY_i hate mondaY.....coz my time table suck...odd n even week gt diff time table....
bt i luv mondaY oso...coz i can go b gather v her.....

TuEsDaY_i hate tuesdaY....coz i nid 2 do experiment..its means gt REPORT 2 do
bt i luv tuesdaY oso...coz after experiment + 1hour break...i gt sumtime time can chat
v her b4 my pcs tutorial class...n i can wait her go b gather after her cls

WeDnEsDaY_i hate wednesdaY...coz i nid 2 wak up early in the morning '6am' 4
math lecture....
bt i luv wednesdaY oso...coz my cls finish at 1pm..bt i can wait her go b gather..

ThUdSdAy_i hate thursday....coz it is the longest day 4 all te2 student....our cls start frm
9am-5.30pm.....
bt i lk thursdaY oso...coz b4 writing 4 scince lecture i gt time can study n chat v her

FrIdAy_i hate fridaY...coz my cls end at 4.30 pm...i cant go b hometown d...so late~~~~
bt i luv fridaY oso...coz i gt 2 hours break o....can go tak lunch gather v her...hehee..if
no ppl date her 1st la...heeeheee

wowowow...my week o....

hehee

2008-11-27T02:21:00.000-08:00

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haPPy DayZ

Aiyo cOOl o~~~

2008-11-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

emm how 2 say........
i satisfy my life nw...heehee...emm nw....me gt thng dun und LULU wil teach...if gt time she wil cum chat v me o me go chat v her...v study gather when Chem test 2 times at sTudy room~~hehee...she tel me who is her Housemate it let me stop worry d(i knoe i gt bit selfish k)....emm she intro me ''溏心风暴II之家好月圆'' ....hehee...luv it o~~~she oso giv me medic when i gastric o~~swEEt o~~hahahahaaaa
bt stil gt last thng 2 do...heheheeeeeeeee

n oso i saw her sis through msn o...cute o...n seem lk a happy gal...hope my 1st impression 2 her nt bad ya...hahahaaaaaaa

CooL o~~~

wake up d

2008-11-20T04:59:00.000-08:00

i srcew up everythng d..NG ZIHAO WAK UP D?????????????
i srcew up v my math II.....i really dun knoe wat the fuck about lecturer toking infront de class...after tutorial i seem lk knoe how 2 do d...bt when i try i cant even solve 1 question
i srcew up v my chem bout alkene....after the lecturer explain everythng i thk i juz get 50%...
i srcew up everythng...nw even her oso angry on me....i juz hope when i feel lost get u acc bside me...i really knoe d...i wil chg de.....plzz believe me plzz plzz plzz plzz plzzz

bt nw i feel damn cold(nt bcuz de weather)...i very scare tis kind of feeling.....

不甘示弱 - 张栋梁

2008-11-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

tis song daMn sad wei...bt damn nice~~heehee...listern n enjoy it ba

清晨的路口还有你的面容
其实我还是不懂
到底哪里出了错
紧握的双手现在选择沉默
忍不住想挽留话却说不出口
一时的勇气抹不掉伤心回忆
我以为我了解你
该离开的人是我
我竟然还手足无措
太倔强的我还企图装洒脱
自从你离开以后
爱你的眼泪很寂寞
习惯你的我习惯不自由
付出了太多平衡不了是我
手心手背都是肉
怎么错的都是我
你用了冷漠狠狠的错怪我
是你欺骗了我我不能先低头
一时的勇气抹不掉伤心回忆
我以为我拥有你
离开的人是我
我竟然还手足无措
太倔强的我还企图装洒脱
自从你离开以后
爱你的眼泪很寂寞
习惯你的我习惯不自由
没有用的人是我
都怪我太不甘示弱
即使舍不得让你一个人走
自从你离开以后
我选择在原地守候
失去我才懂是我不成熟
都怪我自己太不甘示弱

oH_my_spEEch

2008-11-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

my public speaking speech....huhuhu....my topic is Creative Thinking bY hUman Being

haizz. . ...2 many point d. . .i cut damn many d stil over time....i gt a brainteaser at my last point....i juz gt time 2 ask bt no hav time 2 giv solution....LJ(my public speaking fat funny lecture n tutor) he say nex tim when u giv a question rmb 2 giv the ans. . ..nt me dun wan giv wo. . is no time RRR....when i juz talk til half way ((PLZ CONCLUDE UR SPEECH))'s paper cum out edi...haizz

juz get 14.5/20 o. . ..stil lose tat fuckin Mr.WOOD wo.fuck fuck fuck fuck...wat 2 do.....haizzz....bt anywhr nice try la. . .1st time solo...hehe

Hui Boon leave us d. . . .2 stress d. . so stop study. . .anywhr gud luck n all the best 4 u ya. . .heheheee....so many ppl cry o. . ..hahaha.....

Wakao. . . .So manY thnG yoooooo

2008-11-02T06:57:00.000-08:00

haiz haiz haiz........wth........all my thng spoil d. . . .. .

1st...my Phn Motorola v6 maXX spoil d. . .stil repairing. . .bt wil chg a new phn soon... .(wan buy i-phone same v my 2nd sis TnT)

2nd...my nike shoes kena stole in sg. . . .wan 2 buy a new pair of shoes. . .(onitzuka tiger o puma ba)

3rd...my puma bag n nike bag old n spoil soon oso. . .nid 2 buy a new bag oso. . .(crumpler red colour)

4th....my billabong's wallet spoil d oso....(any brand oso can)

5th....my puma jacket old d oso. . . .(puma jacket oso)

6th....my orange trail slipper wan spoil d oso. .....( orange everlast slipper)

so Hw ler...so many thng nid 2 buy bt no hav so much cash....how ler how ler. . . .+ i bought jay's latest album ''魔杰座'' 100++ ler....cham lor...

笑着流泪

2008-10-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

原来我也会笑着流泪噢。。。小朋友不要学噢。。因为真的很痛
因为我的没用。。原本会有不一样的结局的故事。。现在走到了最痛苦的结局
我不怪你。。我只怪我自己。。
要是我赖着不放对你真得很不公平钯。。。

{'::...:'}

2008-10-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

FuCK OFf La.............

围墙

2008-10-21T01:49:00.000-07:00

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
多可悲围墙都在

haiz...it chg d...nt lk b4 d...y i wan do such stupid thng..nw btw us lk gt a wall d..no more truth n believe..wat 2 do..haizz....n nw gt many other guys treat do gud compare 2 me..i can do nothing 2 her...so loh...wat 2 do...Time izzit...no matter wat ans u wil giv i will accept n wait 4 u until u reallly reject me ba

pHew~~~

2008-10-18T01:41:00.000-07:00

Phew~~~~~~~
She go b cheras...so nt on9~~hahaha....bt i thk i wil start do it again..2 fill her heart with full of my luv...可以吗？？？

juz cum b frm GREEN BOX.....go k歌.....hahaha..sore throat o...hahahaaaaaa..pic inside my fren's phn...post it later lo

izziT??

2008-10-17T18:21:00.000-07:00

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了

hw 2 say...izzit can say dun luv then dun luv d meh??i dun knoe o...so confuse....bt ytd saw her go b v a guy dun knoe y gt jealous de feel ler...means i stil luv her??..bt who m i..i jealous 4 wat..i m nobody 2 her..haizz bt i thk i no chance ady...y i wan say those thng b4....regret d..bt nothin i can do nw...feel btw us chg d izzit..haizz...ytd waiting 4 her on9...wish 2 chat v her..bt she din on9 whole nite...mayb appear off9 dun wan chat v me ba..hahaaa
anywhr I stil Love you..it is truth..

So Shui de Sem break~~=.=

2008-10-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

tis 3 weeks.....damn bad luck o........

1st...wan go sg...bt 4got bring my passport b my hometown....shit...waste 1 whole day cum b KL n tak....at my house wan enter my room...door's hander spoil by me...=.=....lucky my passport put at outside...

2nd...my pc bring 2 kl d..means my hometown dun hav pc d...so i cal my housemate 杰哥 help me burn my muvee ,prison break n naruto...so i can watch during sem break..when i wan go sg...my 2nd sis told me bring sum cd nvm 1...so i bring 5 pieces of dvd n hide inside my book...at sg custom..when put my bag inside de scanner...the officer ask me "izzit gt cd??" holy shit....then they bring me in their room...n check each dvd...1 of them kip ask me wats movie is tat...how i say o...juz told them not porn nt porn..n said all dl myself 1...hahaha...finally they let me pass...no nid fine wo...

3rd...when reach my 2nd sis's house...they all put their shoes at outside...i ask her'' shoes wil nt steal by others meh??'' she said"who wan ur shoes o"...then i juz leave it...2mr morning when i wan go out...my shoes gone o....TnT...my nike.....huhuuuuhuu.....

4th...after go sg...i go my 1st sis's shop..at jb...==Fusion Generation car audio==...enjoy thr...bt i meet a gay...keke..wan me go shower v him...i dun hav feel ler..juz my sis damn scare o...n my mum kip callin me say dun eat wat he give me...siao meh~~~hahahaa

5th...go sg 2nd time v my parent...we go pai pai...go many place damn tired...bt whr i went i will kena check 1...when at sg custom me kena check again...when we went 2 tak boat...there gt random check oso check...#@$$%@#$....damn hot lo...he wan me show him my IC...i ask him wats wrong?...then he say nothin wrong juz random check..knn r.....

pic tak at sg..waiting boat cum

tak inside boat

inside boat
my turn

haizz seem lk all shui thing i kena d o...+ my math fail nid resit...haizz....god dun luv me d??hahahaaha

CAncer

2008-09-18T08:13:00.001-07:00

CANCER:Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

This is wat blur queen told me.......

Last daY~~~

2008-09-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

yahooo......juz finish my chemistry exam....emm emm....bit dissapointed lo....many thg i should knoe de i nt sure how 2 do o....haizz....tuesday is biology exam...emm emm....also dun knoe wat i m doin...juz tembak lo.....hahahaa......nw 1 more subj 2 go...is math....most scare on tis subj...i scare wil fail o...coursework mark juz 20....nid 20 more frm exam juz can pass o....i hope i can pass lo.....

after exam...wah high d o.....sun (21/9) go b hometown d...all buddy go b..so party time...sure drink beer til drunk ya.....hahahhaa
After tat stay at home few day do 宅男....haha...go out yamcha evrynite.....
After tat go JB find my sis....go their shop help them.....
After tat go sg find my another sis...wan her treat a meal ya...she wan giv me ipod n buy earphn 4 me o...happy~~
After tat go b home town do 宅男 again...then when all my housemate go b kl i oso follow....hahaha

So many after tat ya.....hope i gt a wonderful sem break ya....blur queen oso ya...

3 more

2008-09-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

hahaaa....yes...finish 3 exam d.....3 more....emm english ok only lo...bt damn angry bcoz when i finish my thng..ngam ngam at 3.30...cant go out d...waste my half hour thr......econ ma....ok oso...as usual i m the 1st 1 finish bt i knoe i wont b the top scorer...hahaha.....2day is cOmputer Studies...i juz use 1 hour then finish all the thng d ler...hahaha..all i can do bt dun knoe right o wrong lu....hope everythng smooth smooth ya....n hope blur queen oso can score all subj ya..kekekee....+u+u

Study week~~

2008-09-06T11:36:00.000-07:00

wow~~~study week go b home town....coz dad b'day ma...so v go celebrate lo.......noon me go my bro-in-law's new shop at jb....after tat go cs shopping n fetch my 2nd sis....i bought 4 new caps...3 t-shirt and 1 pair of slipper wo...hahahaaa.....nw i realise juz cs de thng suitable 4 me...wakakakaa.....tis all pic when we at car

3 of us...

My cap...her head

then these all pic is v tak at restaurant( celebrate dad's b'day)

VVV...Happy family yo...VVV
Dad treat beer o~~~ooops all pic no hav my nierce oo...not fair...so post 2 her pic o..
Her name is Daphne pay

fight back

2008-09-04T07:27:00.000-07:00

tis few day....i feel happy tat i gt chance d.....i really happy gt tis chance n i enjoy tis feel oso....
bt i realise tat i m nt the only 1 o...i knoe tat guy..hmm...he very cool...can speak well in english..gt car...can go find her ezly....on the other hand...me ler??wat i hav...wat i can..so loh...sum time i feel jealous nt bcoz he go find her o wat..mayb nt jealous ba...is juz i angry myself..y i cant do tis...y he can but i cant....haizz...i cant promise many thng 2 her...bt i can promise tat my heart wont chg ...i can promise tat evrythng..tat u x belief me nw..i will show u after tis....mayb i nt lk ohter guy so active..i juz noe use electronic thing 2 speak out my voice........so izzit the time to FIGHTBACK??

3rd SaD daYzZz

2008-08-27T23:00:00.000-07:00

2day stil the same....nothing happen..i din sms her d...nt bcoz i nt miss her..juz she say dun wan sms d....i obey it coz i dun wan let ppl hate me o thk tat i very fan~~she seem lk dun wan choi me d?i dun knoe....
hw i wish everythng can go b normal...we can chat lk usual..sharing our happy o sad thng...bt nw....i really really dun knoe wats goin on....i m the person who wil nt find many xq 4 my all nt gud thng...coz i knoe i m nt better enug...bt m i worse lk tat even a best fren oso x do well?...i dun knoe...no ppl wil ans me....nw everythng go b zero d....i gt nothing nw...really nothing...i feel lonely...tis feel damn scary...who can help meT.T

Another Sad day~~

2008-08-27T03:28:00.000-07:00

2day~~27/AuG/2008 6.24pm

i gt a plan~~~when my phn's msg till 1000...i wil tel her wats my feeling...tel her i luv her...
bt nw onli 968 i told her oredi....coz gt sumthng happen...i dun knoe wats goin on oso...i told her d but seem lk fail..seem lk normal fren oso cant do oredi..hahaa...

Actually damn damn damn sad nw.....whr is my tear~~hw i wish i can cry nw but........whr is my tear~~~aaarrrgghhhh...i really dun knoe wat should i do..... who can help me~~~~

Upload my blog d o~~~

2008-08-26T05:06:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah my house finally can on9 d...keke..wait almost wan 4 month d...
long time din upload my pic in here n frienster d...so loh...2day do it all..hahahaaaa
wan go tak dinner d...after tat wan c 'Lan Qiu Huo' o....hahahaaaa
tis is the pic tat when 'W' n 'Da Ying' cum sunway pyramid o....hahahaaaaa...they cum here 2 advertise their show~~~~

SaDdAy

2008-08-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

Dear BlurQueen:
Nw is the 2nd day d..i stil feel very dwn..i knoe tat we cant go b lk b4 d..bt is ok...i really glad i knoe u..1st i wan 2 say thk you 4 tis 2 month acc me...i very happy tat i can share all my thng v u..i knoe i dun care,dun mind and dun knoe everythng bt i juz mind, care and knoe u...Then..i knoe tat u wol gastric so nid tak ur meal on time ya..emm u say tat ur fren say u look no energy so rmb 2 slp b4 12am everyday k?
I stil gt many promise haven do 4 u ler..i haven show u my chubby niece's pic yet ler..i haven tak u go eat western food yet o..i haven jio u go watch muvee gather yet o.. n i cant bring u go my hometown eat seafood d..so sry ya...haha...
Nw i will slp b4 12am oso.. nw i will tak my lunch n dinner on time oso..nw i wil try dun slp at uni d oso...i will try 2 wak me up myself...Stil rmb tat day i very weird n kip say 1 day u will knoe?? bt cuz tat 1 day i wil tel u i__ so much....tis few word simple but i really nt dare 2 tel u coz i scare our relationship will chg...bt nw no chance d...n u wil nt knoe tat i__....tis blog is 4 u...bt i knoe tat u wont c tis coz i nv tel u my blog's add....juz let it at here ba..if we gt fate u will c tis....n u will knoe i__......

From

Piggy

周杰伦的四滴眼泪

2008-02-14T06:23:00.000-08:00

周杰伦....是个歌手...但是单评他的处女作>>头文字D<<就拿了金马奖..所以他的演技我们不能忽视....他的粉丝我就对他的哭戏特别影响深刻......

在>>>头文字D<<<里

痴情的拓海因为女友的背叛留下了眼泪...

在>>>满城尽带黄金甲<<<他再次为了他的母亲流泪

在他首部自导自演的>>>不能说的秘密<<<
他为了来自从前女友的消失也哭了...

在最新的作品>>>功夫灌篮<<<舍不得跟自己的恩人立叔分开...懂得饮水思源的他..宁愿放弃当有钱少爷..回到立叔身边的他也哭了

只有一个字可以形容我的偶像>>>>>>>>>吊<<<<<<<<<<<

>>>老二论<<<

2008-01-15T05:11:00.000-08:00

老二论....那是什么!!!!....那是我的人生理论...很多人都喜欢当老大..当最出风头的那一个...当最成功的那个...但是很多人没注意到..也不想去注意...最成功最出风头的那个..会如此亮眼背后有多少人为他牺牲...为他打拼...花会美也是因为有绿叶的陪衬...一个歌手能在台上唱出感动人的歌...没有填词填曲人辛苦的在后面为他写歌怎能发光呢???...我呢...比较喜欢当老二...可能因为比较没压力...也可能我天生就是当老二的命...我打DOTA时永远都用supporter...我打球时永远就是当defender...我很开心...也很满意...当老二有什么不好...至少我不用为了谁比较强闹得兄弟不愉快...至少我知道满足是什么...至少我知道自己的不足...我长得不高...我长得不帅...我没有运动细胞...我打game不强...我没有异性缘...我不会读书...我没有长处...这些我都知道..所以我又何必去跟人家挣呢...不是我不求长进..只是...haizzz....想一想还是当老二好...也许很多人会不认同...但是这理论还是会陪我到以后...有时辅助的工作会更困难...以我来看..能辅助一个人让他成功是会有莫大的满足感啊...朋友曾跟我说'豪你可不可以强一点'...我不生气...因为我的能力就是酱...勉强只会让自己与别人痛苦...虽然我也会想成功..但我不会强求...不属于我的永远都不是我的...我没说当老大不好..只是这是我的blog所以这只是我的看法...哈哈哈...
让我们为那些辅助别人..暗中帮助别人..牺牲自己照亮别人的>>老二<<...在心里说一声>>>>老二万岁

I QuiT~~~~

2008-01-15T04:57:00.000-08:00

i wanna QuiT edi lor....i dun wan waste my parent de money anymore...nex month i wil stop goin crescendo waste money liao..hahaaa...coz my target is sg.....i no mood study in acc....so i will no tak Acc anymore...never...ever.....n i hope can get the scholarship if i can go sg...coz i dun wan b a burden of my parent.....i oso dun like tak my parent money go study...haizzz...if i cant get it...i will oso go do a part time....haizzzz....hope everything will smooth smooth de lor.....

Crescendo International College

2008-01-03T04:31:00.000-08:00

wahahahaa....好久没有写blog了...最近发生太多事了..现在的我不用剃头了...因为我不用去当兵..
现在的我暂时在{{Crescendo International College}}读书...只是暂时的...成绩出了要是可以进新加坡我就去了....下个拜一就要去染发了..还在想要染橙色还是灰色....哈哈哈哈哈哈......
我这间学校外面看很lok...但里面还不错...有电梯..有六楼...学姐也不错..哈哈哈哈...但是全是account的所以我不会读久...

这是我们的课室...有点小但还可以lo..

这是我们的lecture hall....有点冷..但讲师还是一直讲热..不知道为什么..哈哈

回家路途拍的.....

Turning PoinT

2007-12-27T06:37:00.000-08:00

wahahhahaaa......juz left 1 more dayz......2mr i will go end all de unhappi thing...
nw not shave my hair.......is dye my hair le lor....so happii......
hope nothin will pop out 2 end my happi dream.....plz...plz....plzzzzz

EnJoy Ur Life

2007-12-16T05:45:00.000-08:00

哇!!!!!好久没来写blog了.....不是我懒惰...只是我在enjoy我"有头发"的日子....
很快我要去为国贡献了...ooppss...是被逼去..=.=!!......要去shave头发咯!!!
多三天我就要云顶KL三日游了....很开心...Uncle Lim我来了......哈哈哈...
现在边看红星大奖边写....哈哈哈...今天没去喝茶......现在我要enjoy 99我现在的生活....
大家也一样哦....读了这么多年书现在就是休息的时候了......好好enjoy吧!!!!!!!!!
(等我shave了头再post照片上来...哈哈哈)

斗牛要不要

2007-11-29T05:09:00.000-08:00

今天刚刚从Gay家拿了两集来看看......哪里知道真的吊......尤其是这首歌....((斗牛要不要))...by tank......超配这戏的.....太好听了.......

鬥牛要不要(台灣偶像劇《鬥牛要不要》主題曲)

演唱：tank

鬥牛要不要
用驕傲單挑
承認你弱就快點逃

鬥牛要不要
這地盤我要
你現在還來得及逃

场上的节奏跟着我的脚步走
我冷靜從容,掌控這個宇宙
你以為在跟誰打籃球

我左右換手灌籃性的突破
我這種打法不是你能夠防守
不是你能夠防守
你別在我的面前現醜
輕輕劃過我的球一聲破網
2分球
我的對手不用感到失落
籃球這種天分你沒有
想跟我決鬥,你還要
我生而為王,勝利是我的王后
你別妄想能夠打敗我

鬥牛.要不要
用驕傲單挑
承認你弱就快點逃

鬥牛.要不要
這地盤我要
你現在還來得及逃

鬥牛.要不要
用驕傲單挑
承認你弱就快點逃

PLKN

2007-11-18T06:48:00.000-08:00

tis title.....tis 4 little letters......wat a powerful letters......they spoil my perfect plan.....
my perfect holiDayz.....fuk~!#!@!#@!......i oredi plan my hair colour.....i oredi plan wan go 4 a holiday work....i oredi plan tat the money tat i earn from my job wan 2 buy sum new cloth 4 NeW YeaR........i oredi plan tat wan go gaming n yamcha every night we free during holidayZzz........
but........But.....BUT....BUUUT!!!!!!!!.....my trail n tribulation cum in a form of letter...my nid 2 spend my enjouful holiday....my perfect holiday wif my colour hair...in a kem.....in a unknown kem......wat the......all my plan are completly spoil.......even my hair oso nid 2 shave......GOD....y u never smile 2 me.....y?????Y???YYYY????.......when the name list of the ppl who pick in PLKN....i hope n pray tat i wont b tat'lucky' one....but i m.......when the name list out of the ppl who picked in PLKN n seperate 2 3 group...i hole n pray a LOt...hope i wont b Group 1...But i m....WAt the FUck.....aRe u kidding me???.....is it funny??.....knn......i hate It...i hate tis 4 little letters.....u r a spoiler....u competly destroy my hope..........FCk U.....o0o

yahooooooo......

2007-11-13T01:26:00.000-08:00

no more Bm n sej in my life anymore.....wakakakaaaa
!st day is my Bm test....emm..... quiet ok de....all i knoe how 2 do....
2nd day is my BI test...so happy .. essay i knoe how 2 write..kakakaaa..hope my 1119 can get at least B lo.....n last is sej....emm....totally die....kakakaa..all i do it myself n all juz simply write...kekekeewowe....let it go ba.........

LasT__MoMenT

2007-11-07T04:14:00.000-08:00

刚刚看了我朋友们的blog后就想写写我自己的blog(ck 我有看你的也是hor)....
从早上读书到现在...不知几个小时了....到现在已经是8.17pm了....上上网休息下...刚冲完凉....一直闻到自己的发香....很奇怪的就会想到我的朋友(可能我朋友的香水味都很重吧)....就想到下个拜一就是SPM了...就想到考完SPM也就意味着中学生涯要画上据点了...我这个人是为朋友而活的...要是我没有朋友我也不知道我会怎样....很舍不得..但我也只能接收....在过不久我们就得到不同的地方去发展了....我们会离开家到一个陌生的地方...又要重新认识朋友..重新适应....到时我们不是为了读书而读书..而是为了自己的未来而读书...感觉很好但却怕无法胜任....所以....只有一个字.....烦..我没办法用文字来表达我现在的心情但是我只知道我屋顶上的蟋蟀很吵...哈哈哈哈...
(写得很乱但这就是我现在的心情)
我们终于到了我们的分叉路了....我的成功之路是那条勒............

.<.<.<..>.>.>

2007-11-02T04:06:00.000-07:00

今天是我校的茶点......这也是最后一次在学校疯了....真的是最后一次了....我很珍惜也很开心...真的很开心...一早到学校就一直拍照拍照拍照...哈哈哈...很开心lo...特别是跟...拍还是她主动叫我拍..哈哈哈...一个字...high..上面的图片是我的老死党....(左起)是阿干(隆川)..金宝姐妹(佩微,欣玲)..和我啦!!!
这张是我们小学同学...(左起)我..阿立..阿川..NoNO..嘉敬..和昌金
这张是我和微芳的合照..(我的朋友某些朋友应该会dulan lor...hahahaa.........)
这是我...F00d WEe和川的校服loOk...
又是我了....heheheee再+瑜芸.......^^
这是我和绍勤act Hiong hiong 的照片...哈哈...够hiong吗??
这张就够力了...这是我们Clan{{1990}}的members..这是乖乖l00k..我们其实还有很多人的..但都ponteng..连我们的leader月哥都ponteng...haizzz=.=
这是act hiong l00k...eeee不懂哪里来得一个女孩要加入我们Clan{{1990}}..可惜她不会打DotA所以lo...来世吧.....
这是我们培群小学6H(精英班)的同学....HeY...精英班勒....^^
看了这么多美的照片.就来张Act丑的吧..哈哈哈...这是(左起)ley see...和瑜芸
这是我的chemistry老师...她最喜欢问你"you wan die hard o die fast??"....cool rite??哈哈哈...虽然我的chemistry成绩很好不关他的事但是我还是很尊敬她......Orz
这些是我的异族朋友......
这是我的班导..螺丝慢先生....他在我们用餐前说些感动与激励的话给我们....
这群是piao吃军团...拿一个盘到各班去去piao吃..哈哈哈
这是我们5Science1的班照........
这是我们放学拍的..也是最后一张了.......很开心......也有点失落...中学生涯要完了......haizzzz...我去哭下.....sob...sob..sob

离开我

2007-10-21T00:43:00.000-07:00

这首歌让我想起我以前的事...我一听就有很多感触...是我太软弱..是我不应该放手...都是我...离开了你什么事都难了一点...不过我们这不完美的分开可能是你另一段完美的开始........
所以要问你离开我你会不会好一点..............

我把你的电话从手机里消除了
我把你的消息从话题里减少了
我把你的味道用香水喷掉了
我把你的照片用全家福挡住了
你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲觉得很无知
你让我的朋友关心我的生活
你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由
离开我你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点
车来了坐上你的明天
车走了我还站在路边
离开我你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点
风来了云就会少一点
你走了我住在雨里面
啊~哈啊~

你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲觉得很无知
你让我的朋友关心我的生活
你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由
离开我你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点
车来了坐上你的明天
车走了我还站在路边
离开我你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点
风来了云就会少一点
你走了我住在雨里面

离开我你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点
风来了云就会少一点
你走了我住在雨里面
你走了我住在雨里面

Jay nEw SonG>>牛仔很忙

2007-10-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

jAy说的最吊的一句话就是..这首歌是之前没有的曲风..不要再说我没有改变..但是我还是坚持自己的风格....咬字不清..哈

这是歌词:::::

呜啦啦啦火车笛随著奔腾的马蹄
小妹妹吹著口琴夕阳下美了剪影
我用子弹写日记介绍完了风景
接下来换介绍我自己

我虽然是个牛仔在酒吧只点牛奶
为什麼不喝啤酒因为啤酒伤身体
很多人不长眼睛嚣张都靠武器
赤手空拳就缩成蚂蚁

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
不用麻烦不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
你们一起上我在赶时间
每天决斗观众都累了英雄也累了
不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
副歌不长你们有几个一起上好了
正义呼唤我美女需要我牛仔很忙的

我啦啦啦骑毛驴因为马跨不上去
洗澡都洗泡泡浴因为可以玩玩具
我有颗善良的心都只穿假牛皮
喔跌倒时尽量不压草皮

枪口它没长眼睛我曾经答应上帝
除非是万不得已我尽量射橡皮筋
老板先来杯奶昔要逃命前请你
顺便喂喂我那只小毛驴

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
不用麻烦不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
你们一起上我在赶时间
每天决斗观众都累了英雄也累了
不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
副歌不长你们有几个一起上好了
正义呼唤我美女需要我牛仔很忙的

bO®inG + A bIt ScaRy De HoliDay~~

2007-10-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

this hoLiday juz hav 1 word can describe +a+ is.......bOring
cozZz all MosT of MY FrenZz nOt FreE on Tis hoLidAyzZ....hav few go work..hav few going 4 holiDay....so lo...juz few got a bit fren free nia!! HaizzzZZz....HoliDay=No nId go 2 sCh....so most of time are in the house...so lo will think many tHinG le...bout my future...bout SpM....Bout how cAn finD a Gf..bOut hOw 2 Improve mY look..Bout How 2 iMprove My SkIlL(ply DotA de skill)...haizz.... nw juz realise tat juz left few week nia 2 SpM...my nightmate cuming.. n i haven do revision yet..arrkk...nw got a bit scare edi.....so lo....tis hoLiday muz 'use' kfuly...nid 2 do bio kimia de question le...kekekeee...so lo.... alll of my fren oso wan +oil lo.......^^

finaLLy Pass Looooo

2007-09-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

终于啊...我终于考过了undang...太高兴了.....太兴奋了...考过了心里的大石也放下了..哈哈哈..

下面这个地方就是考的地方...我不用在来了(^^)v....
这是这里的负责人...她平时lc到美国去..但是今天他帮 gay 过 colour blind test就觉得她人还不错嘛..只是讲话大声了点..哈哈哈哈
这就是我的'成绩单'..我考到46题了...sectionA错1题..sectionB错3题..sectionC没有错到looo..哈哈哈
最后要跟这本书说拜拜looooo
p.s:那些一直载我的朋友等我考到lesen了我不会忘记你们的.....

玩具国

2007-09-30T08:10:00.000-07:00

我去我一个朋友的家.他家很有$$但人很好..他们人很好客..每次去都可以瓢到东西吃和喝..哈哈哈..他爸爸是前议员(一元)我们都叫one dollar...他的房间的玩具不算多但都很特别...

里面我最喜欢这只....我忘了它的名..但他粉口爱哦....你按他的手..他会唱歌..他大概会敞两首歌吧..但我只懂一首那首叫witch doctor...我很喜欢这首歌...哈哈哈哈

当你按他的肚脐他会说故事给你听......听我朋友Wa®d说这只大概要百多dollar哦
接下来的是lego loo....他家有很多lego的..他说是他自己排的啦...我不知道啦..哈哈哈哈
这是gundam lo...
这是WArcraFt里的hero...要是没错的话他应该是Zeus神.......

补习II

2007-09-30T07:41:00.000-07:00

这是我另一个补习...但是这跟上次的补习不一样....为什么呢!?因为这科Physic是准备被当掉的!!!哈哈哈....所以lo去补习也没什么用....我来介绍介绍补习的情况.....
这两位是我同班同学表面上是在听课但是不然...是在讲话啦!!!!!哈哈哈哈哈

这个更重要了每次补习都要一直看他...当它到七点的时候我们就可以通过下面的门回家looo..
这个门不是回家的门...而是当我坐到Þp麻的时候就可以去假假上厕所轻松下....
补习最重要的其实是陪你渡过漫长的两个小时的'战友'...以下就是我四名'战友'lo
带眼睛的是chexter.他旁边那个是lit...戴帽子的是WeE..还有那位'漂亮'的靓lui是zE®o looo

我们都是要当掉这科的同学.这也是一个不好的示范..朋友们请不要学习啊......哈哈哈哈

whY.............

2007-09-20T04:13:00.000-07:00

我的预考目前那到了4个A.....很开心第一个就想跟我妈分享....但我跟他讲时她不但没替我高兴还一直泼我冷水...我真的很难过.....我姐跟我妈说她考试有进步妈不但很高兴还到处去跟人家讲....为什么就不能对我这样呢??哪怕只是一个浅浅的微笑我也就够了.....我真的不懂我考好成绩是为了什么...难道就没有人可以替我高兴一下吗?????今天本来要post pic上来的都没mood了....改天lo....

游行!!!!

2007-09-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

昨天所以还是一样lo下午跟朋友出去打球晚上游行..害我们原本七点九的补习九点才开始(但是我很开心啦哈哈)...{':...:'}
补完习就就座nam ChYi的车去meet我的buddy们和他们去喝茶...然后打Game looooOOoo...虽然我有带锁匙但是妈妈还是睡在客厅等我lo...蛮感动的!!!哈哈哈哈哈!!!还要谢谢WArd这几天一直载我回家lo!不然就要在外面过夜了lo!!!

补习

2007-09-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

最近补习超没mood....做么会酱勒...我也不知道勒...但是补习的情况很适合睡觉lo...哈哈..你看..但是每次要睡着时..想想我bag里的宝贝就会醒了..kekeke..就借你们看一下lo...还有和朋友一起XIaO也可以解闷.....
这是我的脚哦!!!哈哈!!!但是字不是我写的!!!!!哈哈哈
haizzzzZZzz...补习就是酱显lo.......

充实的一天假期

2007-09-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

托马来人的福我们得到一天难得的假期....昨晚就和我的gang出来qiong!!!下午学完画画后和老朋友去吃然后和另一帮朋友去打球...晚上我们先去玫瑰吃烤鱼
大家等到九点多才吃晚餐应该都饿得很凶lo..不信你看..哈哈哈..
过后就去我们进行我们的日常活动就是....GAmiNG..当天我们的队友状态很好我们连赢两场勒!!!

今天睡到很晚..一起来就去EdWARD家讲是去学MAth..但是玩Game比较多..哈哈..还赚到WArd妈妈的一餐..哈哈哈哈
哈哈哈..我真是充分利用这个假期啊!!!!!!!!!!

又一天.......

2007-09-11T00:57:00.000-07:00

今天没补习所以我可以整天对者'他'....

每天都没有办法不看'他'...
我不可想象没有'他'的日子...
每次一坐下面对这'他'就是一天了..
真是不明白就是一个盒子嘛...
为什么可以让我整天对者他还不显..
真有你的..............

WelCome @ mY pARaDIse ':...:'

2007-09-10T01:22:00.000-07:00

hihiii....tis is my 1st blog...1st post....n 1st time...still many thing haven understand ....so lo i will improve de kekekeeeeee ...... wasai 2day de ADD math exam so difficul alomst wan die when i got de question paper...hahaha but anywhere i think i can PASS lo....lol